මට ඕන හුස්ම ගන්න

මට ඕන නොහඩා ඉන්න

ඇස් දෙක රතු පාට උනත්.....

ඇහි පිහාටු වලට දරන්න බැරිතරම් මහ බරට 

කදුළු පිරුනත් ......

මට ඕන එකම කදුළක් වත් නොවැටී ඉන්න.

මට ඕන එක විදිහට හුස්ම ගන්න

මතක් වෙනකොට උගුර හිර උනත් .....

දරන්න බැරි වේගයෙන් හුස්ම වැටුනත්

සමහරක් වෙලාවට හුස්ම හිරවෙන්න වගේ දැනුනත් ....

මට ඕන මම වෙනුවෙන් සාමාන‍‍ය්‍ය  විදිහට හුස්ම ගන්න.

මට ඕන රූස්ස ගහක් වගේ ශක්තිමත්ව ඉන්න

මුල් ඉදිරිලා වැටෙන්න තරම් දෙදරුම් කෑවත් ....

කොයි තරම් අවු වැසි වැටුනත්

දරන්න බැරි තරම් ඉඩෝ‍රයකදි උනත් ....

මට ඕන හෙලවෙන්නෙවත් නැතිව ඉන්න.

මට ඕන ඔබව නිසොල්මනේ රස විදින්න

පරිස්සමට මගේ හිතේ තියාගන්න....

අහිතක් නැතිවම ඕන වෙනකොට යන්න දෙන්න

අත අරින්න කොයි තරම් ලෝබ උනත් ....

ඔබට නොදැනෙන්නවත් ඔබව අල්ලා නොගන්න.

    " Silence between us"

Do you hear the silence between us? 

The dead ....cold....  thick..... Silence between us..........?

I have nothing much to say but still miss your silent presence and the most beautiful of all........the beautiful silence between us.

The silence we used to share without worrying about what the other person isn’t saying out loud....

I miss the anxiety, awkwardness and all the uncomfortableness between us.

And feel like so much to say and so much to listen.......

At this moment with all the people around you... around your happy pills.....I am sure I probably do not cross your mind much .......

But sure at least there is something that reminds you of me ,  a single thing that your throat gets tight and a minute your heart skips a beat and finally you miss me back........

People say silence speaks thousands of words...

But I have never heard the silence this louder....

So “No” it’s wrong... 

This silence doesn’t speak a single word

So I am counting days to end this

And to know what you heard between this silence of us.....

And I am waiting till you say “Kiyanna” after breaking this long pause ...... and for me to say “hummmm”..........

And finally to break the ugly silence and to create the beautiful silence between us...... Like a silence before the dawn.... before the first smile after a painful tear...

I am waiting to fill my ears with the noise of joy there  

From the joy between the silence of us....

" UNCONDITIONAL LOVE "

Love is hard to define. It is an endless effort that you trying to define what it is and you know what it exactly means when the first moment you feel it for real. If defining that one word is that much difficult then what is “unconditional love”. Some say it’s the true form when others say its impossible form of love.

As I believe it’s a choice or one’s own decision of loving someone with regardless of the serious of circumstance or disappointments. It’s one form of love that one can rarely offer for someone else without expecting a single thing in return. Or might be it is the ultimate choice left with someone when there is nothing else left to hold the feeling inside you for some other person.

It’s not that you love someone no matter what they do or say… it’s always “eyes wide open”. It’s an action more than a feeling.  When you are in unconditionally love with someone then you must be able to recognize, accept, and forgive other persons imperfections as same as you do to yourself.