" Silence between us"

Do you hear the silence between us? 

The dead ....cold....  thick..... Silence between us..........?

I have nothing much to say but still miss your silent presence and the most beautiful of all........the beautiful silence between us.

The silence we used to share without worrying about what the other person isn’t saying out loud....

I miss the anxiety, awkwardness and all the uncomfortableness between us.

And feel like so much to say and so much to listen.......

At this moment with all the people around you... around your happy pills.....I am sure I probably do not cross your mind much .......

But sure at least there is something that reminds you of me ,  a single thing that your throat gets tight and a minute your heart skips a beat and finally you miss me back........

People say silence speaks thousands of words...

But I have never heard the silence this louder....

So “No” it’s wrong... 

This silence doesn’t speak a single word

So I am counting days to end this

And to know what you heard between this silence of us.....

And I am waiting till you say “Kiyanna” after breaking this long pause ...... and for me to say “hummmm”..........

And finally to break the ugly silence and to create the beautiful silence between us...... Like a silence before the dawn.... before the first smile after a painful tear...

I am waiting to fill my ears with the noise of joy there  

From the joy between the silence of us....